BAUplan - Subaru's reaction (partially)

current chapter word count: 13436 (which are actually 600 new words, because I deleted some draft notes that were in yesterday's word count)
scene written today: Subaru's reaction (part 1)
scene completed? I doubt it. It's a rough draft and I have more details to address that either have to go into this scene or into another one later on.
detail still needing more attention: Kamui
detail that needs a bit more leeway not to end up being a villain: grandmother
detail still to be finalized: Sachiko's death

excerpt of today's session:
"You were a non-topic." Subaru's voice was shaking. He wasn't looking up. Not yet. "Not to be spoken about. Hokuto-chan used to tell me stories, but I knew she made them up for my sake. And grandmother…" His voice trailed off.
"We won't be speaking of that," Ameru quoted quietly. "I know."
Subaru sucked in a breath. "She didn't even tell me I was fighting beside my half-brother last year."
"Would have been awkward without admitting your father's existence, wouldn't it?" Seishiro said dryly beside him, startling them both.